these words you forget....

in the words of mr. john mayer....


I'm waiting for the world to change...

no news yet about the job.
new place to live in the works. i'm excited.
I don't like this video much, so just close your eyes and listen to it...

eep

I got news today that I am getting very good news tomorrow.

sigh.

tri-colored goldfish...

i haven't remembered a dream in weeks.
I remembered last nights.
It had many strange things in it.
But it also had something really amazing in it.
And that makes me smile, and that brings me some happiness to these weary days...

live through this and you won't look back

j'ai obtenu qu'il y a presque deux ans. Il est allé avec un temps très important de ma vie. Je moment où j'étais triste et blessé par le monde autour de moi. J'ai obtenu par lui. Je ne regarde pas en arrière vraiment à ce moment-là. J'ai passé, ai appris, me suis développé, et ai pardonné de ce temps. Mais j'essaye de rapporter le vers dans ma croyance. J'obtiendrai par le tout ceci. nous traversant tout de phase ceci. J'espère que nous ne regardons pas en arrière. J'espère que nous pouvons juste avancer.

je suis désolé...

it's all gonna break......GONNA BREAK!

i love and hate life right now. I guess i kinda knew going into this weekend, it would be good and bad. And it was both.

I'm glad i got to see my friends from college, and I'm glad I got to see my friends from now. It's still so hard sometimes to be back. I think that is one of the reasons I was subconciously not going back for so long. I've only been out of college for 4 months, but I have changed so much since then. I'm not the same, and I don't think that is a bad thing. I actually kind of like it. I just feel so much pressure to be the Amy they remember or think they know. The mash and the smash. It's rough, and I try to, but it usually ends with me being drunk. too. I tried so hard to not be defined as that. I hope that I can start being a little bit more honest next time I go back, and i hope my friends will not think bad of me.

I fucked up on saturday afternoon. I got confused, I got forgetful, and I was just distracted in my own thoughts and situations. I felt and still feel awful about it. If I have learned anything through the lives of myself and my friends these last 4.5 months is that we all fuck up. And hopefully with love and forgiveness, we can get through it all.


With my own life? my actions?
I hope I'm doing ok....i hope that it will all be the same in the end.

I am fine.

you say goodbye, i say hello

likes:
watching the office...all evening
getting to go to college station tomorrow to see friends
work going good
sneaky things. my own secrets and doings.

hehehe