You asked for nothing, why don't you share it...

during the day, i get over come with so many thoughts and feelings about my life going on.
not necessarily about work stress or projects, but my feelings on how my life is constantly changing.

sometimes i have this overpowering feeling that it's all crashing down around me.
that pretty soon, my life will be in shambles, and i'll be alone and lost.

but by the end of the day, at around that time that i'm getting ready to lay down to sleep in preparation for tomorrow, i start to see things a little bit more clear.
i start to see that what i think was important isn't so important.
what earlier in the day made me sad or felt depressing, i realize is just frivolous.

sometimes things and people are just the same way.
frivolous.

i realize other's tactics of showing meaning in their life or no longer the same as mine.
i don't ever want to scale the importance of things or people in that way ever again.
and i won't.

growing up is hard to do.
it all comes a day at a time, a step at a time.
i'm not fearing it as much as I used to.
I'm starting to see the upsides to growing up prove much greater rewards then the past.

so as i lay my head down to sleep, i will drift off dreaming of what tomorrow has in store and my mind will wonder on what new things, new thoughts, and new feelings are to come....


"All of the time you wait, there's somebody out there"