when we see it...we don't believe it

i just worked "my" first show.
it was a long night.
they aren't ready for change.
but here i am.
i'm not going anywhere.

i like when happiness pops up in the least likely spots,
in the least likely of people.

I'm glad to have those reminders that it's going to be ok.
i'm going to be ok.
and that i have people with me through the good and the bad.


nothing says good night like those songs that you just want to scream at the fucking top of your lungs for everyone to hear.
those songs where you can tell someone why that one line is so significant.


and for now...i sleep. dreaming of tomorrow. what is to come and what it can be...