Tuesday, June 3, 2008

I'll always look out for you...

I had every intention of coming home today, and writing a blog about how i heard this song on the radio this morning. I heard it and i just had this hell yeah feeling. This feeling where i wanted to be in a dark room (possibly a roller rink for fun, because that is what the real music video's lights make me think of). I just had this feeling of singing/lipsincing this and just busting it out. Because I just didn't care. I didn't care what they thought, be it stupid, ugly, crazy, whatever. I just had this feeling like let's do this shit, let's tear it up. But I'm not.

Because then the day went on. and it sucked. i lost my apartment i was going to make an offer on. another instance on why i hate parade shitters.

my life is not completely in shambles, and i don't really have too much to complain about. but i feel like it's all crashing down around me. this domino effect that has been taking place the last couple of weeks.

I've been in love this last month with an old song by bright eyes called, "land locked blues." the line goes:

"if you love something, give it away..."


i wish i was given away...

1 comment:

Ikarus said...

you can do it.

know that I love you, but I would DARE give you away to anyone. I don't like sharing, and if I do - it better be do someone damn worth it.

houston reunitings soon.