this makes my heart happy.

That's as funny as real love...

That echo chorus lied to me with its
"Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on"

It finally dawned on me tonight, best to go down without a fight...

their crash, their kiss

All your kind they're coming clean
They shut their eyes, their mess, their scenes
All your kind, their spool and lance
their crash, their kiss, they harmonize
All your kind they're, all your kind they
All your kind they come and clean
their sleep through keys
they kill their needs
it's kill...


I sometimes think what some of my last thoughts are before i pass one day. Who knows if that will be in 10 years or a long live like 80-something your old margaret ashmore had.

the older we get, the wiser we get (or alteast some should). I think I'm getting a better grasp of what's it all about, but then something happens and I'm not really. I don't get it. I don't fully know. I want to know all these things and be told all the answers, but I'm starting to see more and more that they may not happen. and that's ok.

a dear friend recently gave me this quote, "Life is Silly." IT ABSOLUTELY MOST FUCKING IS SILLY! And working day to day to try to figure it out is even sillier.

So for now, i just have to keep living my life. try not to make stupid mistakes, try not to be so careless. try not to take it all to fucking serious. instead, enjoy the life i live, the city around me, the people in my life.