Players only love you when their playing...

its been a long but good week.

my job is busy, but it makes me happy. and that is always good.

had my last weekend at the lake for awhile, but it was just what i needed. i had two of my girls, some special guests, and lots of sleep and down time.

I'm ready to take on everything. or so i hope.

for the first time in about a year or more, i started painting. it feels so good. even if i don't know what the end prouduct is going to be, even though i know it won't turn out that great. the feeling of making something again, the feeling of creating something, the feeling of actually being able to describe a thought in my head... is wonderful.

really?????

I do not like someone hacking into my facebook or playing a joke, and getting me kicked off facebook.

really?

fucking assholes.

so i'm sitting in someone's bed (i don't know who because they have already gone to work) in hot springs, ak.

It is so weird to be back. I've been in hot springs at least once in the last two summers (three counting this one). Last year I lived here, but the year before that matt and I came to visit sara. last year, sara, andrew, and jessica came to visit me. and now, jessica, andrew, amber, and I are visiting marcus (and andrea, poodle, charlsey, and chris).

I'm still kind of in awe. I think it will hit me more when I'm at the park. I'm very excited to get to take everyone around the city and show them how i spent 4 months here last summer.

I'm hoping for a great 24 hours. I'm already wishing I didn't have to leave so soon.

We've got a face made for smiling, but we are weeping...

i have no idea what i'm doing.
I have no idea what I want.


like that john mayer song goes...
"You can find me
If you ever want again
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around

And if you never stop when you wave goodbye
You just might find if you give it time you will wave hello again
You just might wave hello again

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now

You can't love too much one part of it
You can't love too much one part of it

I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I give returned to me."

ash to ash, dust to dust

george michael.

like wow. amazing.

pictures and video to come.

weekends/summer

times with friends are nice.
laughter.
smiles.
hugs.
couches.
movies.
lakes.

those things are favored.

Back to Black

I'm reading books again.
It's nice.
They make me happy.

Keeps Georgia on my mind...

This song is one of my favorite willie songs. It atleast makes up for no "good" video of him singing "crazy"

I'm crazy
crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy
crazy for feeling so blue
I know
you'd love me as long as you wanted
then someday
leave me for somebody new

All I wanted to do was post a video of willie nelson singing "crazy". I saw him last night, and I forgot just how amazing he is and how lovely his music can make you feel. Please try to find a video of him singing it. Little known fact, though Patsy Cline sang the song, it was Willie who wrote it. <3


worry
why do I let myself worry
wondering
what in the world did I do
crazy
for thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for crying
I'm crazy for trying
I'm crazy for loving you



I'm so glad I decided to go to the show.

Will the real Hunter S. Thompson please stand up...

Last night i had the extreme pleasure of getting to go see the premiere of "Gonzo." The documentary was about the life and works of Dr. Hunter S. Thompson. It was one of the most amazing films I have ever seen. I was familiar with him and his works before I saw the film, but I had no idea just how much of an impact he and his works had on society. He was not a saint by any means, but what he was in search of giving everyone "The American Dream" and he spent his life and career searching for who can give Americans the type of world they were looking for. One free of war, propaganda, bigotry, and things that were just morally corrupt. He did it all while being himself. Doing things his way. That, I highly respect.

Here is the trailer. Check it out. Enjoy. And go see it.




*Thanks Tony Loya & Houston Chron for the tickets!!!*