big girls don't cry...

I got the job offer from live nation yesterday.

some days ARE aces.....

so i may get paid shit at work. but i've always said the perks are unbelievable.

today's greatness:
1. having mama ninfas cater our lunch today.
2. getting to make a 45 minute business run to specs.
3. Starting happy hour at work, pre 5 p.m.


I may still be at work now, but what a glorious, glorious day it has been.

these words you forget....

in the words of mr. john mayer....


I'm waiting for the world to change...

no news yet about the job.
new place to live in the works. i'm excited.
I don't like this video much, so just close your eyes and listen to it...

eep

I got news today that I am getting very good news tomorrow.

sigh.

tri-colored goldfish...

i haven't remembered a dream in weeks.
I remembered last nights.
It had many strange things in it.
But it also had something really amazing in it.
And that makes me smile, and that brings me some happiness to these weary days...

live through this and you won't look back

j'ai obtenu qu'il y a presque deux ans. Il est allé avec un temps très important de ma vie. Je moment où j'étais triste et blessé par le monde autour de moi. J'ai obtenu par lui. Je ne regarde pas en arrière vraiment à ce moment-là. J'ai passé, ai appris, me suis développé, et ai pardonné de ce temps. Mais j'essaye de rapporter le vers dans ma croyance. J'obtiendrai par le tout ceci. nous traversant tout de phase ceci. J'espère que nous ne regardons pas en arrière. J'espère que nous pouvons juste avancer.

je suis désolé...

it's all gonna break......GONNA BREAK!

i love and hate life right now. I guess i kinda knew going into this weekend, it would be good and bad. And it was both.

I'm glad i got to see my friends from college, and I'm glad I got to see my friends from now. It's still so hard sometimes to be back. I think that is one of the reasons I was subconciously not going back for so long. I've only been out of college for 4 months, but I have changed so much since then. I'm not the same, and I don't think that is a bad thing. I actually kind of like it. I just feel so much pressure to be the Amy they remember or think they know. The mash and the smash. It's rough, and I try to, but it usually ends with me being drunk. too. I tried so hard to not be defined as that. I hope that I can start being a little bit more honest next time I go back, and i hope my friends will not think bad of me.

I fucked up on saturday afternoon. I got confused, I got forgetful, and I was just distracted in my own thoughts and situations. I felt and still feel awful about it. If I have learned anything through the lives of myself and my friends these last 4.5 months is that we all fuck up. And hopefully with love and forgiveness, we can get through it all.


With my own life? my actions?
I hope I'm doing ok....i hope that it will all be the same in the end.

I am fine.

you say goodbye, i say hello

likes:
watching the office...all evening
getting to go to college station tomorrow to see friends
work going good
sneaky things. my own secrets and doings.

hehehe

we've got eyes that leave us in places we don't see...

my favorite song on feel good lost. my favorite instrumental song of theirs.

So I spent the weekend w/ the gonzales. it was wonderful. I got to see some sully, some matt d., and a little em. though the four + hour way sucks balls to drive alone, it was well worth the trip. I wish I would have been able to see Amanda, but hopefully next time around.

So this weekend was the start of getting to see my friends for four weekends in a row. CRAZY. It will be a good and bad thing. I miss them like crazy, but the overload of them will make me miss them a lot. But that is the life of being a grown up.

Today, the whole way back from FW, i took pictures of the scenery. Lot of pictures of overpasses, trees, wildflowers, the giant sam houston in huntsville, and then downtown houston. I forget just how much i love pictures like that. Pictures that you can just get lost in, imagining yourself in them or what was going on around the picture at the time.

only five more days....

I can't close my eyes and make it go away...

I had a wonderful and fun weekend with stephanie. With lots of friend time (her, sara, the tonys, and ms. alysha).
Spent all day Sunday watching the Lword.
I've been to two very fun fundraisers since Saturday.
I had a phone interview today, which will hopefully become a better situation to what it is.

I saw two very good shows Monday & Tuesday Night.

Monday: Tokyo Police Club & Eagle Seagull

Tuesday: Saul Williams